I lost the dairy i just wrote.I just want to say that i find i am an idot until i find that he takes me as an idot.

I donnot want to be actrually,i love him and miss him but he dose not take it seriously.I konw he has a beautiful

girlfriend and he loves him very much.But i still waste time on him,it seems unfire to me.So now i am making 

decision whether to love him or not.It seems all the articles in my blog are meaningless and hollowness,

because all things in my blog are about my emotions and feelings,and i want to write some interesting

things in my blog.Ok,next time.