好可怕的地震灾害让很多人失去了自己的家园，亲人。好想帮他们，却又不知道该怎么做？只能捐钱，掉眼泪。替他们伤心难过。祝福他们尽早从灾难中走出来。I feel sad to those who were in trouble.I hope they can be safe

and happy as soon as possible.

I saty at home for almost a year without doing anything.I wasted a lot of time.But i was happy because of aliang.

Knowing him is the most lucky thing in my life till now.

I said goodbye to my dear boyfriend finally althonght i cried a lot.I do not know what to say.Today is my birthday.

My dear a -liang,how good it will be if i can help you.And i really hope that i can help you.I know that what you 

do is not a legal thing,but how can i help you?What can i do?Tell me?If i coule know that  is not a good future,

i would not let you go for whatever reasons.If i could persuade you stay here,maybe it would be another thing.

It is my fault.I am sorry,my dear darling.

I said last time that i will not mention anything about my emotions and fellings,so i will not talk about those things.

So quick,2008 comes without any signs,do i have any regrets,happiness,worrise,sadness.I donnot know,maybe

yes maybe no,anyway,i will try my best to have a better life in 2008 which is a good year.

I lost the dairy i just wrote.I just want to say that i find i am an idot until i find that he takes me as an idot.

I donnot want to be actrually,i love him and miss him but he dose not take it seriously.I konw he has a beautiful

girlfriend and he loves him very much.But i still waste time on him,it seems unfire to me.So now i am making 

decision whether to love him or not.It seems all the articles in my blog are meaningless and hollowness,

because all things in my blog are about my emotions and feelings,and i want to write some interesting

things in my blog.Ok,next time.

He left for 4 days,i miss him.If he miss me,i donnot know,but i hope so.But maybe no,because he stays with

his girlfriend.I left message to him,i hope he can read it as soon sa possible.A-liang,i miss you.Can you hear me?

I hope he can contact me as early as possible.

A-liang,can you hear me?Where are you now?I miss you.

Yes,he forget me,he wil not contact me again.SO forget it.He is on line,if he speaks to me,i donnot konw.Maybe

it is time for me to say goodbye to him. Actrually  i donnot want to,i hope we can be best friends forever from 

the first day we knew each other to the day we die.But if he thinks the same way as me.OK!BYE BYE.Maybe

it is true that we say goodbye to each other.He dose not want to speak to me,so forget it.I know it is impossible

for us to be toghter,so it is good for me to forget him as early as possible.And treat him as an ordinary friend,Try not to rely on him and donnot contact him actively.For him,i donnot know how he thinks,if he heels like me,just

let me know.Why dose he not answer me,he dislikes me?Just let me know,please.Maybe this is his way to refuse me,so ok.Finish.GAME OVER!From next time,i wii never mention him in my blog. Maybe this song just Express

myslef.Yes our fate is over.Maybe we will not meet each other again.Bye,a-liang,but remeber you forever,there

will always a place in my heart for you forever.BYEBYE,i know it will hard for to forget him in a short time,i will try my best.A-LIANG I LOVE YOU FOREVER!BUT BYE

Who can tell me what is wrong with a-liang,why dose he not contact with me.Is he very busy?But i said that as

long he is good,i donnot mind wheather he takes me seriously or not.I want to give him all the best wishes in the

world.As long as i can love him,i am happy.I am satisfied because i have the chance and right to miss him and

love him.I LOVE YOU!

It seems every time i come here,what i write about is a-liang.I said goodbye to him,but that is not my real thought.

Now i want to say something to him,but it seems to late,but i cannot give up my emotion to him.I want to tell him 

that i still miss him and want to continue my love,but i donnot know if it is possible.Because of him,i cry everyday.

So i know i still want to be with him.Acrtually,because i jelosed that girl,i thought that if i said that word,maybe he

would say something to make me happy,but i did wrong.I regreted now,if i knew it changed to this way,i will not

say that.And i want to change it if it can,i hope he can give me some message.See,again,i say so.I know i am

already pleased a lot.Maybe The God donnot like me,but i cannot do nothing but say something to The God.

Can you have the same feeling like mine,God,if you can,please help once more.Please!I konw i did something

wrong,but i still hope you can forgive me.I missed Zhao,so i donnot want to miss a-liang.So please help me.I

will apologize if he give me a chance.

It is a long time since last time i came here.Why i can not succed in doing what i just did.What is wrong with that.

This is the only thing i can help him,so i hope i can succed.Please,i really hope i can do someting for him.Please,

i hope i can succed.Why it is so hard.If i can not do it, i have to  ask my brother to help me.But it seems it will be ok.So i am glad.I hope it can be ok as soon as possible.All i did is hope that he remember me,and always think of

me,so i hope it can be done as early as possible.

MOTHER'LOVE:the greatest love in the world that nothing can replace.These days,i have enough time to do the things i want to do.So watching TV becomes my main leiture.In it ,i learnt a lot.But the thing touched me a lot is

mother'love in a man'world.In the show Dream Theather,there was a very good player who is a blind man.He

sings well and can imitate a very famous singer.But the only difference is that he is blind.He said that it is his

mother who helped him to grow up.Everyone knows it is difficult for a blind person to have a easy life.We can 

not live without mother.What a pity is that he never know what his mother look like.His mother paid all her life

to bring him up.What a great mother.Another great mother massaged her daughter who was a mentally-injured

beautiful girl for 13 years,which helped daughter to stand up and walk by herslef.When she was prgnent,she was

hurt several month befor she give birth to baby.Then she was in hospital,actually she had twins,but one was died

in her body,another was deadly hurt.But fortunetly,she was born at last.But she cannot walk at the age of 3.Her

feet defofrmed.Her parents took her to the doctor and were told that she cannot walk all her life.Thiis news

shocked her parents to death.To cure her spent all the family.But her mother never say die.She begun giving

her daugher massage.The magic happens,the girl can stand up and walk all by herself.This is her great mother.

By her great effort,her daughter completed a wonder that even the hi-tech sentenced to death.But her great

mother saved her.So i think there's no world without MOTHER.I want to give the word MOTHER a seperate

explaination,but i cannot,try.M-moved,O-obedient,T-tolenrent,H-honor,E-enable,          ,R-realible.

What to say or to write,i donnot know.It seems i become a little bit calm down.Maybe it is a good thing for me

since i am gloomy for such a long time.Is that because i am already get use to this kind of life style.Impossible

and cannot be.I cannot live without doing anyting.I love my job very much.I am very proud to be an explainer

to the foreign friends.My beloved thing is English.To speak,to write or to read.I am intersted in anyting that

related to English.But very sad,i am not very good.I hope i can be good.Every time i come here,i would say

i want to go to work as soon as possible,but this time,i didnot think about that.I hope this matter can be solved.

Tomorrow will be a lunch party,i hope my boss can give us a good news.That would be good.Then i will try my

best to be a good explainer to earn much more to my company and my mum.I

Finally i bought a pair of roller skate shoes,i think i have already helped him.That is good anyway,but who can

help me?I want to go to work as soon as possible to earn money to help my parents to ease their pressure.I

lost my shoes yesterday which makes me mad and dissapointed.I am sad these days .I experinced bad luck

these days because things go not well these days.They are not my days.Why i always talk about boys or male

persons in my dairy.I know my parents are worry about me,they worry about my work,my marriege,my future,

althought i always hope i can be their proud daughter.God help me!Can you？Please!Now you are the only

man i can think of.I can do nothing,so i hope you can help me.I know it is wrong to beg you when i am in trouble.

But i have no way you know.It seems every time i come to my blog ,the things i talk about are always like these.

I want to write some happy things,or intersting things,but nothing is good for me to write in my blog.I am happy

but it is time for me to go to work everyday,but now i have plenty of time for me to kill.I am tired.I am glad to

know some people during this holiday.God help me please as soon as possible!

Actually i donnot want to hurt anybody,especially those those who love me.Actually few people love me,few

people pay any attention to me.So i am very happy there is someone wants to love me.But it is different for me 

fall in love with anyone who is not a native.So i have to sorry to him.But i know that my mother is good for me.

If he can read my article,i hope he can forgive me.He is a good man,i know.But i have to say we donnot have

any fate.OK,forget it.It seems that i lost another friend.Never mind.Just pay attention to your career.As long as

i can be succesful in my career,i can leave anything behind me.I just want my parents to have a better later life.

I hope they can be proud of their daughter.When other people talk about me with me,my mother can show her

smile.Then i will be gald.That will be the most deligted thing for me in the world.

I am so worry about my work because it has delayed for almost two months.I donnot know why i become so 

 emotional these days since i always cry when i listen some songs.I donnt know wheather these songs themslves are sad or it is my owe problem.This two months make me clear that job is so important to me.I cannot live

without doing something.Making friends need to pay,at least you have to call him or her to keep contact.So

the phone fee is high.And i want to help my friend,so i want to buy a pair of roller-skating shoes.But the problem

is i also need money,which can be solved only by going to work.Why i cannot write my heart.I acknowleged that

my level of English is poor compairing with those who took part in the Outlook English.They are really superbe.

If i can be that good, if i can compete with thoes English-lovers,if i can stand on the stage to show myself,if i can

answer thoes qustions very fluently raised by tht judges,if i can express myself clearly,i will be sacrified. 

why i made that decision.I donnot know.I love him.And i know that is impossible.So this is the only way for me to

forget him.

After all the things happend in the big family of mine,i  more and more want  to become a millionaire or to marry ato a millionaire.I konw that what we need today is money,which can solve the problems we met today.Money is

not the powreful way to all the problems,but to us,it is the most direct means,or at least can make the problems

easier to be settled.To build three houses for two sisters of my mother and my uncle.To find a good way for 

my brother.My grandfather always thinks about these things. I still worry about my job.So all these things make

me sick.How to deal with them,who can help me?

Impossible to do that.I know it clearly.So donnot worry about me.Just friends as common as any of my friend.

I am disturbed even by a 18-year-old little boy,i feel funny to think about it.Maybe because of i paid a lot for

him,i feel a little bit proud of being missing by him.Of couse i know that it is wrong to do that.I am afriad that my

dairy would lost again,but it is good that my work is still there.